.the introduction

I thought about how I am going to introduce myself and this blog.
The easiest and best way to describe myself and my life is with the words of Shakespeare in Macbeth

. not so happy, yet much happier .
(Thats the fortelling of the witch for Banquo.)

This quote caught my attention.
It felt like I found me, myself and everything I stand for in this short sentence.

(Sounds pretty sad if you consider the end that Banquo is led to.)

. not so happy
There are points in my life I do not feel happy about at all.
It was never easy for me to feel accepted.
To accept myself and love myself for who I am.

.yet much happier
There are always, somewhere in the darkest of all black nights
little spots, little stars, little planets, little worlds
that inject my orbit,
my little world.
Sometimes I do not know why I deserve them.
Sometimes I know exactly why I am here and why
I deserve them



I hope you will enjoy reading my blog.

Whether it is not so happy
Or much happier