.liar

Deep in my heart I know she lies
But I won’t believe it
I won’t believe she would do this to me
And I can’t
Always there when I felt down
Always there when my world crashed down
So many things she hides from me
So many things only because she doesn’t want to hurt me
Now I see myself drowned in pain
Does she hide even more things than I will ever now?
Does she lie?

I know she lies
I know she lies
Say that you lie!

Never thought our friendship ends up like this
Can’t take silence and her ignorance
Can’t blame her for something I do either
Confused
Messed up
Almost crazy
want to go back to the time before
when everything was right
when she was the hold in my life
I feel alone, all by myself
Left in rain outside, when her sun shines all the time
I beg please be my friend again but

I know she lies
I know she lies
Say that you lie!

Depth of lies rises and rises
I won’t
I can’t
Trust her again
She lies!

(01/23/2008)